Ain't no Mountain High Enough

December 5th 2008...

2 AM in the morning, just few hours before we went to hospital for having E, I was lying on my bed, cringing of the twist of pain coming here and there. In the midst of all these, I had a little conversation with my Dad (not the earthly one...the one Up Up and Away)...it went something like this:

Me: "Dad, u there?"
Big Guy (BG) up there : "Yeah"
Me : "Are you going to be with me through all these? I'm a little scared."
BG: "You know I love you"
Me: *smile* :)
BG: "By the way, Joy, do you know the difference between right and responsibility?"
Me:" Hak dan kewajiban? Yep... pernah blajar tuhan, plajaran PMP pas SD.
BG: "Good. I know your thoughts. All these while, you've been thinking, what if i can't do this, or do that.. you have to do this and that for the baby. You've been thinking that he is your responsibility, a big task for you to do. I just want you to know that this baby is NOT only going to be your responsibility, but he is also your right. I give it to you as a gift, so you two can enjoy him. I want you to enjoy him."
Me: ...titik2
BG: "That's why you name him Nathanael Maxwell = Great Gift from God. He is My gift for you. I want you to enjoy him"
Me: *Tears* T_T
God: "Don't worry Joy, I know what I'm doing, rest assured"

15 minutes later...
"Tin...I think we need to call the hospital"

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Weeks later...
here we are...enjoying him a little too much i guess ;)

We're supposed to test his Moro reflex (the one where the arms will fly up when stimulated), he has great reflex alright...